• 4, 4,5,7,12,13

    we all gather in the city again

    The form is the same

    A little bit taller or a little bit thinner, a little bit more charming or a little bit more mature

    we said with smile:《you didn't change mu...
  • 2008-07-28

    2008-07-28
    The more i see, the tinier i feel about myself.

    suffering, but if i live for any little sake of myself, i was born to that.



    it's not essential to find anything a reason,  actions go first, the excuses named after...
  • 什么事情分析到尽头都是有相似的,

    以前看看一些偏激的人物,觉得他们都挺傻的,像康有为,开始反孔反的那个激烈啊,后来毕恭毕敬的在孔子像前磕头,那叫一虔诚

    以前就觉得人怎么就不能想怎么活就怎么活呢,干嘛非得在隐居和入世里挣扎这么久

    现在看来,我也不过是在重蹈前人覆辙

    抵制证书也好,人际关系也好,都是在zhuangb啊zhuangb,是为了让那帮我崇拜的强的不需要这些垃圾辅助的孩子不bs我的缘故么,还是自以为这样可以...
  • amnesia - [the reflection]

    2008-07-18
    虽然有点想把上一篇删掉,但,嗯哼,为了纪录我的混乱的所谓的成长,还是决定保留了

    立个目标不难,难得是立个可行的目标

    每天完成一点点也不难,难得是每天都有这要去做的心情

    也不知道已经是第几个假期在这里信誓旦旦地立计划了,但不管怎么说似乎只有这样,这么燥热的天气之下可以达到那个什么心静自然凉

    记得小时候在每本作业上划好日期,总能提前完成,年龄越大,自控能力反倒失踪了

    引用into the wil...
  • mess - [nothing but feeling]

    2008-07-14
    everytime i talk to my father, i just feel there's no even any dim light cast on my future. it seems to me i cannot even survive. i used to refuse to accept all. nevertheless, people around me repeat the similar feelings again and again. finally, i sta...